♥ Friday, July 30, 2010 ♥
Sometimes missing someone doesn't need any excuse.
Your heart simply hurts because that someone isn't by your side.
AND;
No matter how hard I've tried pretending as if everything's okay,
No matter how hard I've tried keeping myself busy, so as to not think of him,
No matter how hard I forced myself to smile and laugh on the outside,
I know that there's still one thing that I couldn't fake for sure.
When the night comes, when all lights are off, when all else is calm,
I know I can no longer hide the thumping sound of my heart,
crying out loud, wanting to be in your arms again. I closed my eyes in despair.
Then in a few minutes time, I was brought to somewhere else.
And surprisingly, I was a happy girl once again.
&Yes, it felt like the world belongs to only me, or perhaps 'ours'.
In his arms, there I was holding him which makes me whole again.
However, I wonder why happiness don't always last that long.
It hurts me deep inside upon opening my eyes for the second time.
I looked around me to see if he was still there,
& just then, I realised that he only lives in my dreams.
Guess, Im missing him too much. Baby, please come back soon. ):
HIATUS; O LEVEL IN TWO MONTHS TIME.
gotta prepare myself.
