♥ Sunday, August 29, 2010 ♥
{candid}'BABY, I MISS YOU SO BADLY NOW.
Baby, we used to be as close as we can ever be before, but tell me why are we so faar apart now..? The long distance is killing me, killing my inner self slowly and it's hurting me real bad. I've already tried my very best to live without ur presence here but i just dunnoe why, why i keeps on falling apart everytime i were to think about you. Baby, it was never easy to have gone through everything on my own, it was never easy as we thought it would. I can have anyone to be there for me, but baby please understand, i just want you to be the only person to be there for me in times like this.
Eventhough i know that i'm nort alone, i felt the loneliness that was once my biggest fear in life, and this feelings kept on haunting me the moment you 'left' me. And again, im dying inside. Part of me is missing, and i'm just waiting for the another half to come back to mend this broken heart. Trust me, you have no idea how much i'm missing you right now. You even have no idea that until now, i still cry myself to bed.
Nonetheless, the thought of " I'm just one day closer to meeting you ", has actually helped me alot to go through all these lonely and painful days. And this shall be the only sentence to motivate me till you're finally here. September is in two days time, and congratulations Baby! Three months down, 15 moree to go. Baby, we can do it! I will always be waiting for you. Loving you every single day, *hugs&kisses*
