♥ Monday, August 9, 2010 ♥
wouldn' it be really great if only Babylove is still around..? im sure by now, we'll be at the parade celebrating our 6th Monthsary in conjunction of the NDP. wouldn't it be also sweet for us to be watching the fireworks together on our special day itself..? IF only he's still around, im sure this month would be the most memorable one for the both of us. )': my heart shattered into pieces everytime i have to celebrate the joyous moment of my life without his presence. im terribly hurt, really am. i cant imagine and i just refuse to imagine how things gonna be like on our 1st Anniversary. :( Baby, i really have no idea how am i supposed to be strong like how eu wanted me to. it's tough, and these days creep by with nothing but pain. i wonder, why can't things just go back to the way they used to be..? i'm just still confused over what had happened. one day were the happiest we could ever be, the next few months, as a couple just washed and wasted away. i just can't live like this much longer, i just want you in my arms again to help me get stronger. i cant help it but to cry every night over you. so many thoughts and emotions kept running through my head every single day, controlling me in every ways i've never felt before. i need eu, so very badly right now. and tonight, i'm sure i'll be having another sleepless night. but b, no matter whuat, i still love you and i believe that i will always do. (': once again, Happy 6th Monthsary love.
