WAK AND LALA

2011-02-09T22:22:00.002+08:00

Baby, finally it's nine today.

Happy 1st Anniversary dear.

I love you always, forever. ("v")

xoxo.

2011-02-03T19:28:00.003+08:00

`Gong Xi Fa Cai to all my Chinese friends! ^^

For my entire life, I've NEVER met a friend like you. Omg, did I just said that you're my friend.? Let me just do some correction here. 'For my entire life, I NEVER knew someone like you would even exist in this world.' Guess, this sounds much much better right.? I won't take this chance to complain but instead, I wanna thank God for showing me her true colours before it's too little too late. Honestly, I'm sad to kick you out from my life but to think it over, why bother.? You're not worth the space in my life. Stay away from me, my family & my girlfriends/friends. Ouhhs yes, stay away from my Boyfriend too alrights.? Just, don't hope to much. My boyfee wouldn't want you either. ;D

2011-01-25T02:09:00.003+08:00

I purposely kept myself busy with work.

Because I'm facing hell lot of problems right now.

But I'm still the cheerful girl for those who know me.

& I ain't let anyone bring me down, nah uk'uh, not anymore.

Just to let you know,

there won't be any chance that I'm leaving Boyfriend,

Ouhhs well that's because I love him to death pleaseeeeeeeee.

So stop asking whether or not I'm still with him.

Definitely I'll say YES!

ANNNNNND, true friends stay.

Temporary friends come & goo.

GOOOOOODNIGHT! I gotta interview today at 11! Damn.

2011-01-07T18:47:00.001+08:00

I miss watching the sunset with you.

Come back soon and we can watch it again,

together just you and me. (Y)

2011-01-07T14:38:00.002+08:00

Me freaking miss my boyfriend.

*headbang*

2011-01-06T22:18:00.000+08:00

Bumped into bf's frends,

" Wahhh da besar seyys mataer Wak. "

hahahaha, _l_

2010-12-30T00:11:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year everyone! Hehee, well, it's the start of 2011 today. So Boyfriend, you have several more months to go, ain't you happy bout that baby.? Hehehe. Hms, time flies real fast huh.? Okay, to be brutally honest, there's like so many things I'm really looking forward to in 2011. You people gotta trust me on this. It's gonna be exciting for me, like seriuz shit.

Woohooo! For all you know, I'm putting aside my sadness for now simply because I wanna start my new year a fresh one. O M G ! I can already imagine the happy occasions that will be happening in my life in a few days/months time. Hahaha! Okay, stop the crap here cauze I'm afraid that all my hopes will be crushed unexpectedly. After all, it is said that life is unpredictable, life is cruel. Jyeah right.

Ouhhs well, the day of Olevel results is nearing and I'm so excited about it but at the same time I'm feeling freaking nervous too. Boohoohoo, but Im all prepared whatever the outcome is. At the very least, I made it this far but jyeah, it will definitely be a succha waste if I didn't clear my O's of course. Hms.

So right now, I've been busy working that I don't even have the time to spend with my own family, what's more my frends. :/ Hms, I'm sorray to those who thought that I went M.I.A. I just hope that you guys will understand me. Just know that I still remember every single one of you and I freaking miss you guys.

Well, I love my boyfriend! Hehee, I'm in a guilty conscious state right now. Hehee, I don't even know what have I done. I just hope that he won't get mad at me for thinking negative all along. Hahahaaa, well that's just me and he loves me for who I am. Heheek. :P

So dear 2011, please please be better than the previous years. I know you will cause I'm gonna be in his arms again veryvery sooooon! Wooohooooooooooooo! :D

2010-12-29T16:09:00.009+08:00

And I just realized that when you left, you took my happiness together with you. I fake a smile every time I'm with my friends, every time I went out from my lovely house. I just don't seem to feel happy for almost everything, even for the things that I love to do. Well maybe my Gf's right. "sometimes, the girls that seem the happiest are the one's breaking down inside." True enough.?

I've been hurt thousands of times by you and right now, my heart is extremely numb. I can't feel anything now. I'm truly hurt. I don't know how you'd feel about it, but i guess if you're in my shoes, you'll definitely feel me. I pick myself up every time I fall. I wipe my own tears every time I cry. I lend myself my own shoulders to cry on. I did my part as a girlfriend and I did your part too as a boyfriend. I did almost everything that it hurts so bad to know that I've been the only one who worked so hard to keep this relationship.

I'm just so afraid that when you come back one day, I don't need you anymore. Because I'm used to how things work when you're not there. Time heals almost everything that I'm so afraid that you're too little too late. Let's pray hard that things will be the same when you come back. :')

Just know that until now, no matter what happens, my love for you will remain the same. It won't change even for a bit. So at the very least, be proud that you got a girl that's strong, so strong like me to even hold on to everything even without your presence. And I'm very proud of myself too that I can wait for you this long because honestly, I never thought that I can do this.

Dear God, since 2011 is only a few days away, I really hope that it's gonna be heaven better than this year please. Too many heartbreaking ordeals you've given me this year, so I hope that next year's ordeals won't bring too much pain to me. Cause I can't, I just can't go through another major heartbreak please. I'm getting weaker as days go by, for all my strength have been washed away. Please, lessen this heartache that I've been handling. :'( Thats all I'm asking from you God, thankyou for hearing me out.

2010-12-20T22:31:00.001+08:00

There are many miles between us,

But our hearts see not the distance.

Drawing our love even more closer,

On this my heart it is insistent.

When we talk my heart sings,

You'll never know the happiness it brings.

Just to hear a word from you,

Keeps my heart from being blue.

I love you truly, yes I really do.

I forever want to be with you.

And know it's in your dreams that I belong to

Longing for the day we greet,

Two loving hearts will then get to meet.

Never more to be apart,

Knowing it was long distance we got our start.

2010-12-11T22:57:00.005+08:00

It's another beach outing for me today and me likey likey like. As usual, it has always been the five of us spending our time together at the beach. Dad bought a new kite for us to play since the old one got stucked at one of the high trees in East Coast Park. Hehee, but we definitely like the new one because from a far distance it really looked like a real eagle. cool righhhht?! ^^

SO whuuat else. Hms, well I managed to drop by Changi Prison to send letters to Boyfriend before proceeding to the Beach. Besides that, nothing much interesting stories to share. :) Hahaaa, even if there is, I'm too lazy to type every details that happened today. Yeahh, so it's 11.30PM now, i need to go to sleep now or I'll be late for work tmrw. Hehee, alrighty! Goodnight everyone.

"I promise I will never be late for work again." - HAHHAHAHAAA!

_l_

2010-12-09T00:12:00.002+08:00

And I once told you that no matter whuat happens, I will still hold on to you, remember.?

Well, I just want you to know that no matter how mad I am at you right now, no matter how much pain you've brought to my life and no matter how much tears I've shed because of you, know that deep down my heart, I have always love you.

I know that whatever I'm doing right now is absolutely wrong but I just hope that one fine day, you will try to understand the reasons behind every actions that i take. Maybe you can't seem to understand it now, but you will understand it later. I'm trying my very best to correct every mistakes that I've done..

Whatever it is, we both owe each other an apology I guess. Since you can't say it to me right now, I'm gonna take this initiative to apologize to you first. So Boyfriend, I'm really sorry for all the mistakes that I've done. No one is perfect but putting an effort to be close to perfect won't kill, right..?

So here's the 9th! Baby, Happy 10th Monthsary! Iloveyou.

:')

2010-12-08T01:27:00.001+08:00

Sorry fer the long absence. :D hehee.

I'm extremely busy with my work nowadays. Ermm, as busy as a business woman I can say. Hahahaa. Well I guess that's the only way I can help this mind from thinking of something.. err.. something that's not even worth thinking about i guess. Hms, so you know, life has been seriously cruel to me these days. Im weaken as one ordeal came right after another.

Things getting even more complicated and& out of hand now. As much as I wanted to end everything, part of me still wanna stay. Just tell me, how am I supposed to decide like thaaat! Am I not righhhht?! Haiyah. I hate to be in this kind of situation, like serious shit. Hms, but whatever it is, I'm gonna do it slowly. "Slow and Steady."

Jyeah, that's righht. Ouhhs well, you guys can just forget about the previous post. I was in anger state at that point of time so I didn't realised that it might sound harsh to some people. Anyway, I won't be blogging that much, err.. Like always luhhs kann.? Hahaa. All you hafta know is that, I'm still with Boyfriend please. (:

Alrighty, I gotta end here for now. It's late now and I wanna catch some sleep. So, goodnight readers!

I need time

2010-11-29T23:30:00.005+08:00

I wish you'd understand how much it hurts to be doing everything all by myself. I wish you'd understand the pain of missing you. I wish you'd understand the sacrifices I've made. I wish you'd understand the loneliness that I felt all this while. I just wish you'd understand everything, EVERYTHING.

I've made a vow to myself last night. I won't visit you anymore. So in other words, you won't be able to see me until you'll be released next year. However, I'm not that cruel ya'know. I'll keep sending you letters, that, I promised. Do you know how much it hurts to be making this kind of promises to myself.? You won't be suffering alone because for sure, I'll have to suffer too. So just know that you're not alone.

Besides, I just want you to feel what I've been feeling all this while. You can do something, something that doesn't require any much effort at all. And for that, I don't think I'm asking too much from you, am I right.? I just need you to speak up, speak up to your own family, that's all!

Don't expect me to do that on your behalf. Ouhhs well, just know that I did try okay . Yes I've tried and all I ever received was disappointment. And again, I ended up hurting. And again, I ended up crying.

I need you to play your part now because I'm on the verge to give up on everything. :( Jyeah, I know it's impossible huh? So the reason why deactiveted my facebook account is because I can't stand looking at my relationship status especially with his name attached to it. Yes i know I'm being childish right now but who gives a fcuk about it.?! Im mad at boyf, really really mad at him. URGH.

2010-11-27T19:21:00.007+08:00

I really can't believe for everything that is happening right now. I'm sick and tired of everything already. It's really not fair for me to do everything all by myself. You once told me to leave some matters to you and that you'll settle them fer me, so I wouldn't have to worry much about it. So whuat's now.? Where the hell did you throw your promise to.?

Sometimes i wondered to myself if I've been asking too much from you. Yes I truly understand that I can't demand much things from you now.

All I can say is that I'm devastated. To be frank, I seriously am disappointed with you. Please stop doing this to me. It felt like I'm the only one who worked so hard to make this relationship right. I've never ask anything from you before, NEVER. In a love relationship, both parties must play their role in order to make it last. Now tell me, why do I only see myself trying really hard to secure this relationship.? Where exactly was you when everything starts to fall apart.?

Nonetheless, I've tried. I tried so hard to understand you and the situation although at times I find it really hard to do so. I tried so hard to hold on to this relationship even though at times, I felt like giving up any sooner. I tried so hard to built up this strength and courage on my own every time I ran out of those. I tried doing everything so hard for the sake of you, and of course for us too. Well I guess that explains the reason why we can make it through till today. Yes until today my love.

I put aside my feelings and instead i prioritized yours. I don't care if at the end of the day I'm gonna end up hurting because it's only you that I'm worried about most. I wouldn't want to see you cry because that's one of my weaknesses. I'm just so willing to go through this heartbreak so long your heart will be totally fine.

By now you should be able see the efforts that I've put in and realize how much you mean to me. You should also understand the reason why from the very beginning, it has always been you and there's no one else but only you. So stop making things hard for me. I've been keeping everything to myself because I wouldn't want you to be in despair. To think about it, why do I even bother considering your feelings when you simply don't consider mine.? Why must it always be me?!

I sounded harsh, yes I know. There's always a limit to everything. I wish giving up is as simple as one two three. If only giving up won't hurt at all, I guess I've already done it ages ago. And I can no longer continue typing because my tears is flowing like a tap water now. I'll end here because I'm feeling a lil bit okay now as compared to my condition few hours back.

And to my Gf, Icesyaah. Thank you for you've never failed to be there for me in times like this. I really appreciate everything that you've done for me. You're the only one that can differentiate my real smile and the fake one. For that, I'm really certain that you're my true, real Gf. I love you always, forever.

And friends, i needed time on my own. I hope that none of you will start texting and asking me what happened after reading this post. It won't help me at all because you're just gonna make me cry all day long. Takkaires.

2010-11-27T04:34:00.004+08:00

Dear God, things getting even complicated now.
All I'm asking is for you to show me your guidance,
so I wouldn't have made the wrong decision and regret it later.
:(

2010-11-18T23:09:00.011+08:00

Well I'm actually still waiting for Ichaa to upload all the photographs taken on the 16th from her camera. Hehee, alrighty. Jyeah just to inform you readers that I've finally found myself a job. Fer me to know, fer you to find out alrights. heheheee, ;D Well, I will start working on the 6th December onwards and since I've applied fer a temporary FULL-TIME job, I won't be updating my blog that often after I've started working. So jyeah, just take note of that.

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2010-11-16T00:30:00.003+08:00

Err. Those are like freaking overdue photographs. I have no idea why I uploaded them but since I'm too lazy to snap a recent photos of myself, so here's like a replacement fer ya'll. Well, alright. I've been job-hunting around the East area, praying really hard that I'll get accepted at either one of the outlets that I really want to work in but I guess it's just not my luck this time round. However, I'm gonna keep on trying until I find myself a decent job.

So jyeah, I got an interview at Toa Payoh CC tomorrow at 12noon together with Ichaa Suzie. I really hope everything's gonna run smoothly during our interviews. Haiz, I'm like on my knees right now, begging them to accept me to work with them. Urgh, i hate it when i desperately need a job because i so the pokai liao. BENCI BENCI BENCI.

Besides that, I'm really happy and am looking forward to visit Boyfriend next week or most probably, the following week. Date has not been confirmed yet because his sister have yet to book a date for us all. Booyeah! It's gonna be exciting much because I got a lot of things to say to him. Wooohoooo! And i beg your pardon, I've not seen his face for an exact FIVE months okaay! RINDU RINDU RINDU! _l_

And to my Gf(s) Iika, Shirahbeylo and& Fatin Abdat, Congratulations upon ur new job! Finally eu ghurls have found a decent job jor yourself, and im happy for eu ghurls. Well, work hard so at the end of the day when eu gurls get ur pay, don't forget to BLANJER mee! HAHAHAHAHA! ;P Okaay booo! :( I'll be a loner soon because all my Gf(s) will be busy working. Booooo, sedihhhhh.

BYEEEE UHHH. ;)

2010-11-12T21:37:00.004+08:00

Burn entry proof, Burn entry proof, BURN BURN BURN(!)

hahahaa, well today marks the last paper of Olevel examination, which also means that our journey in Secondary School life is about to end. Jyeah, just gotta be patient for the release of Olevel results next year. :/ Boohoohoo, i really have no idea if I can even make it to poly next year because by judging at how i did fer my science paper, i think im gonna fail for that subject for sure. *touch wood, touch wood*

Alrights, I'm gonna drop that boring subject for now because there's like soo many things for me to update. well, hms.. A big NO NO, I'm nort gonna rott at home during the holiday breaks of course! No, not this year. Im currently looking for a decent job that can provide me with sufficient earnings to buy whatever things that I've been wanting to buy. URGH! And plus with the fact that End of Year Sales will be launching like real sooon! damnit.

And finally, November's here. Boyfriend, five months down and thirteen more to go. Baby, I'm glad that eu appreciate every effort that I've put in to cheer eu up. Please hang on there baby, cause I've promised that I got eur back. I just hope that things will get better between us when eu're finally a free man soon. :( I just don't wanna go through the lonely days no more and I want eu to be there fer me at all times. May I have the strength to keep on waiting. :( Iloveyoualways. :')

And I wanna thank all my Gf(s) for being there when I needed a shoulder to cry on, for being the pillar to my strength in times when i was weak, for showing me eur love, support, care and concern in everything that i do. I love you always, and i appreciate eur presence everytime i needed eu ghurls the most. Eu ghurls are the fcuking best that I've ever had.

Im ending here because i need to quench my thirst with my favourite lemon green tea. wooohooo. and im sorry if there's any gramatical error/broken english or whatsoever that eu can spot in this post okay. My english sucks, i know. buhbyee and have the sweetest dream ever tonight! :D

2010-10-23T14:22:00.000+08:00

B.R.B

be right back after O's.

2010-10-17T22:38:00.003+08:00

Okay, i just gonna do a brief update about yesterday because i am not really in a good mood right now. So well, i went to Lyshaa's chalet yesterday at around 8pm because basically me, Shirahbeylo and Aisyah did some revision before we actually head down to Lyshaa's chalet. Ouhhs well eventhough i felt cranky on that day, the ghurls managed to craft a smile on my face throughout yesterday. YES, that explains the reason why i love them soo effing much please! And for goodness sake, there's 100+ photos taken and you should be thankful to me because i do spare a thought for you readers that I actually upload only 11 out of that 100+ photographs. 11 is always better than none. :D ADIOS~

2010-10-16T13:34:00.004+08:00

I was about to update this blog of mine when Shirahbeylo called and tell me to get out from my house at this right moment. SHIIIT! ai beluum siap! MAMPOS. -___-' okay byee.

2010-10-14T00:09:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHA(!) I couldn't stop laughing looking at all those bullshit answers given by students around the world. My goodness, I never thought that there are such students exist in this world. Hahs, but I guess without them this world would be extremely boring and stressful much? Huhu, alrighty! Baack to study-ing. Takkaires people. o.O , Olevel is just next week. Argh, Shit!

2010-10-11T23:32:00.002+08:00

When it hurts so bad,

why does it feel so good?

I wish this all made sense,

I wish i understood.

Not having you here with me is tearing me up inside.

But I just can't stop thinking about you no matter how hard i try.

You know how I feel about you,

and I know I want to spend the rest of my life with you,

but it's so hard to do when I can't even be next to you.

Why does it gotta be so complicated?

Loving you feels so right,

but at the same time,

knowing I can't have you keeps me awake at night.

I just want this to be simple,

I just want you here with me,

to look into your eyes & be held in your arms,

then I'd be truly happy.

Right now this distance between us is out of control,

but I'm still hoping that one day SOON,

I'll get what I'm wishing for;

to have you back in my arms again.

I'll still keep on waiting eventhough it hurts so bad,

because you're all that i ever wanted & needed

in my whole damn entire life,

yes Baby, now & forever.

Boyfriend, ILY & IMY.

2010-10-10T02:23:00.005+08:00

Boyfriend,

I received a good news about you today.. That news somewhat gave me motivation to continue the wait. It shows how much effort you have put in for the sake of your family and myself. I am really proud that you managed to maintain good conduct throughout this six months. Baby, I understand that it is not easy for you as much as it is also not easy for all of us that are waiting for your return. We did our part by writing letters to you to show that we still care and in return, you did your part too in behaving at all times in there.

I wouldn't want to elaborate more about this but letme just keep this good news to myself first because his family members have yet to know about this. Hehehehe. Ouhhs, and it's a blessing to be the first person to get to know about this okaaaay. ^^ and waaait! What's more when i received this news on our 8th monthsary?? It feels like the greatest gift that i ever received from him as our monthsary's gift. hehehehe.

I shall end this post now before I accidentally spread my top secret. hahahaha! okay byee everyone. Just know that, your cheerful Suhailaa is back! Loving Boyfriend so very much. Takkaires all. :D

Happy Birthday to you

2010-10-09T00:26:00.002+08:00

Isn't that video above cuteeee?! OMG, if only Boyfriend's around, im sure he'll like that video for suree.

So Boyfriend, I wanna take this opportunity to wish you a veeeery Happy 21st Birthday to youu & not forgetting our 8th monthsary as well! hehehehe. My goodness, you're already 21 this year annnd cheeeeey..! Baby, you daa lepas seyys nark tengok R21 movies.. HAHHAHAAH! -___-' Ouhhs abey tak payah eksyen luhhs nan i okehh? I know im just 17.. M18 poon i tak lepas kaan, hahahahaha! Hmms, dear.. I know eu're pretty upset to celebrate your birthday somewhere out there all by yourself but it's alright okay.. Remember, you're not alone.

Well Baby, although at times i felt like giving up, just know that your love is too strong which makes it impossible for me to even walk away from your life right now. I guess that explains the reason why im still here, holding on to this relationship until now. I am truly sorry for the unexpected thought of leaving you. Im really glad that i didn't make any stupid decisions at that point of time. For you, for the sake of our relationship, im building up my strength again to continue the wait.

So here's a Happy 8th monthsary to the both of us! Baby, we'll make it through, Insyallah. :) Till we meet again aye love. *hugs & kisses*

2010-10-07T00:22:00.003+08:00

I HATE MY LIFE NOW, I HATE MYSELF.

2010-10-03T22:42:00.002+08:00

We had a surprised burfday party fer that beautiful Gf of mine. Hmms, nothing much to elaborate just that i had fun on that day itself. Hehehek, :D Aisyah & Afiqah knows the reason why. Okay, im done.

OUHHS! I HATE MY HAIR NOW, DAMNIT. ):
naseb baek Boyfriend's not around. hehehe, ;D

2010-10-02T23:21:00.002+08:00

Finally October's here.
Boyfriend, Congratulations!
Four months down, fourteen more months to go!
♥

2010-09-23T22:30:00.002+08:00

Though miles come between us
And distance keeps us apart
Nothing can ever change
The love inside my heart

I may not be there with you
Every minute of the day,
But you’re always here with me
In at least a thousand ways

Whether it be a thought,
Or a moment that we’ve shared,
It only takes a second
To get from here to there

Though I cannot really feel
You here at my side,
It’s always nice to know
I’ve got these memories in my mind

Boyfriend, I Miss You

2010-09-18T14:59:00.003+08:00

I'm down with a fever now.
I cume nark Boyfriend to be by my side macam duluu biler i saket..
:( I miss him ALOT.

2010-09-16T21:43:00.006+08:00

Just know that I am so happy that Prelims is about to end in 3 days time.

Well, I just don't feel like blogging anymore because there's nort much interesting stories to share. Why..? Because WITHOUT BOYFRIEND, my life is no longer interesting like how it used to be when he's around. Easier said, things had just changed the moment he left and I am so hating my new life now.. I can see happiness in him and that's the only reason why i would always wear a smile whenever he's with me. I used to take his presence for granted, and it's like im paying for the price now.. But ouhhs well, i promised myself that I' will treasure him when he comes back to me later. I PROMISED. You people can mark my words. I'll do it and I believe I can do it! Nonetheless, that's if only Boyfriend plays his part too in working out this relationship that we both had. Im just afraid that either one of us will change when he returns at the end of the day.. I have no idea in terms of whuuat but I just hope that even if there's any changes that might takes place between us, our Love that we've built together will always remain the same. Well, I am terribly missing him and I know that he misses me too but we had no other choices left but to await for the day when our physical separation will no longer be.. I will always be waiting for him and I've already chosen to stay and I'm nort going to move on unless Boyfriend is here with me.. That's my final decision. Five months had already past and I'm nort gonna waste my effort of waiting for him; all those sleepless nights, all those tears that I've cried, the loneliness that I felt, the pain of missing him and the strength that I've built all by myself to carry on with life without him. Ya'know, it was NEVER easy to be waiting for a person for that long period of time. yes, it was NEVER EASY. After all, I've made this decision to fall in love with him in the ferst place, despite knowing that I will be in this kind of situation one fine day.. I gonna do it once and for all. My happiness is in his hands. So for me to have my happiness back is similar to waiting for his return. I trust that he will never dissapoint me and he will make a good life partner in the future. I'll pray to God, may our Love will last till marriage. Cheeey! ^.^ Okay, im done with this long post. Boyfriend, this isn't a some kind of a sweet talk but honestly, all this words comes from the bottom of my heart. Just know that i love you with all my heart. Thanks for being part in my life now. I love you Boyfriend and will always do! :'D

2010-09-12T02:25:00.002+08:00

Once again, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri everyone! :D heheheh. More photos in my Facebook's album. You guys can go and check it out aye! :D I just wanna inform eu people that I won't be blogging that often now due to Prelims as well as Olevels. So don't bother going to my site anymore for my blog will always remain dead like how it had always been before this. So have a good day and takkaires everyone! (",)

I'm missing Boyfriend soo very much now. :( If only, Boyfriend's around.. :'(

2010-09-09T19:43:00.002+08:00

Duhai ♥Kekasihku yang Amat dirindui,

Kesetiaan ini tetap menjadi milikmu abadi dan hanya dirimu yang bertakhta di hati ini buat selamanya. Di syawal yang mulia ini, ku pohon ribuan kemaafan darimu. Semoga ikatan percintaan kita kekal hingga ke akhir hayat. Selamat hari raya Baby! Salam sayang buatmu, Maaf zahir dan batin. (':

♥♥♥

Dan tidak ketinggalan, kepade sahabat handaiku sekalian,

Selamat Hari Raya semue! Saye ingin menyusun SEPULUH jari, mohon maaf di atas segale perbuatan saye selame ini yang mungkin menyinggung hati dan perasaan anda semue. Harap dimaafkan kerane saye pon daa maafkan kesalahan awak semue. hehehe. Ouhhs uk'uh! Halalkan makan minum saye jugaks yee, please? Alrights, selamat menyambut bulan syawal pade tahon ini. Once again, Selamat Hari Raye semue!

♥ Suhailaa Salleh.

2010-09-09T00:33:00.003+08:00

Chaak, Im baack people! Im sorry to leave this blog dead for quite sometimes, reason being, i'm too busy with Hari Raya's preparation (like bake kuih raya, spring cleaning and etc) and nort forgetting, I've been spending too long at Geylang Bazaar for soo many days. Yes, when i mentioned the two consecutive words like 'too long' and 'soo many', i really mean it. Gosh, don't ask me anything because i myself don't know the reason why i just love going there. hehehe. ^^

Alrights, so i just wanna wish Boyfriend a Great Happy 7th Monthsary today. Well, eventhough we've wasted like five months nort spending time with each other, but well, i guess there is a saying which says, 'absence makes the heart grow fonder'. Ouhhs well, no noort today. Im nort gonna make this post sounds so emotional gituhh laaa, simply because i don't wanna make my blog looks so saddening gituh lohh.. And hell yeahh, i'm loving Boyfriend so effing much taaawuuk! :D

Annnd HipHipHooray! Hari Raya's finally here! Eventhough i don't feel the excitement to celebrate this year, i'm glad that fasting month is about to end. Yes I know that I might sounds soo rude here but ouhhs well, i guess you people hafta learn to respect people's thoughts and opinions..?

And yes! Likee finally i managed to get my ass off to send Hari Raya's card to Boyfriend. I've been procastinating this few days and this is soo frustrating ya'know! Well, lotsa photos to upload but i guess i'm nort gonna upload them now because i've no time gituhhh! Now, yes right now, i hafta give a helping hand to my mummy right away! So till then. Goodnight semuer. :D

I SUNGGUH SAYANG DENGAN BOYFRIEND I! :D

2010-08-29T17:33:00.004+08:00

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BABY, I MISS YOU SO BADLY NOW.

Baby, we used to be as close as we can ever be before, but tell me why are we so faar apart now..? The long distance is killing me, killing my inner self slowly and it's hurting me real bad. I've already tried my very best to live without ur presence here but i just dunnoe why, why i keeps on falling apart everytime i were to think about you. Baby, it was never easy to have gone through everything on my own, it was never easy as we thought it would. I can have anyone to be there for me, but baby please understand, i just want you to be the only person to be there for me in times like this.

Eventhough i know that i'm nort alone, i felt the loneliness that was once my biggest fear in life, and this feelings kept on haunting me the moment you 'left' me. And again, im dying inside. Part of me is missing, and i'm just waiting for the another half to come back to mend this broken heart. Trust me, you have no idea how much i'm missing you right now. You even have no idea that until now, i still cry myself to bed.

Nonetheless, the thought of " I'm just one day closer to meeting you ", has actually helped me alot to go through all these lonely and painful days. And this shall be the only sentence to motivate me till you're finally here. September is in two days time, and congratulations Baby! Three months down, 15 moree to go. Baby, we can do it! I will always be waiting for you. Loving you every single day, *hugs&kisses*

2010-08-22T15:09:00.005+08:00

hellohellohello. :D hms, well i haf nothing much to update actually but since im tempted to blog today, well i shall just post a short one luhhs okehh. hms, mummy accompanied me to Changi Prison yesterday and to return back her kindness (*winsk*), i actually accompanied her back to Bras Basah Road. well, daddy told mummy to find a nicely-designed stencil to decorate all room doors for Hary Raya's preparation gituh lohhh.. so mummy thought of finding the stencils at the Art Friend. ;D hmms, so that is the why (*winks*) we were at the Bras Basah yesterday. yesyes, after we've found the perfect stencils, we thought of walking around the bugis junction to kill our boredom but unfortunately, lil niece pee-ed on his pants which left a 'nice' odour and stain, so we had no other choices but to head home straight. all thanks to that little boy.

hell yeah, am missing Boyfriend very-very much now. ): I know I've been repeating this for umpteen times but who cares. My blog, My say. okeh i just sounded like a bitch. alrights, am sorry. :D boohoohoo. Please please please, make time flies faster can..? I can't wait for 2011, really. whoaa, once Baby's out, im sure gonna bring Baby to my place and introduce him to my daddy. ^^ after which, i want him to enter my bedroom and look at all our photos that i've printed out and pasted nicely on my bedroom's walls. wheee. okay okay. shesssh, it's supposed to be a surprise actually. heheheh, okayy actually there's more but im nort gonna say it now alrgiths..? wait till next year yeahh..? huakhuak.

Okay i want O levels to end as soon as possible because i can't wait to get into werking life luhhs please. yesyes, im in need of money, ouhhs pleaseeeee. hms, ehhhhhh, waait. didn't i've said earlier on that this post will be a short one..? hehehhe. okehh okehh okehh. im ending it here. goodbye everyone. Psssst! If you happened to see my Boyfriend anywhere, please do inform him that I'm missing him so badly now. Just tell him to come to me straight away aye. Thanks for your help, appreciate it alot ^^

I love Boyfriend many-many-many-many-many. (",)

2010-08-19T20:01:00.005+08:00

chakchakchak! well those photos above was taken last Tuesday. I am nort in the mood to blog, so yeah, eu can just hop on to my part-time Bf (Iika)'s blog to know what happened on that very own day. ouhhs yesyes! Well, in case if eu're wondering what i got for MT Olevel Results.. ermm, as predicted luhhs kan, i got B3. Am quite dissapointed with myself, however, after knowing that there's 0% distinction in malay for secondary 5 cohort, erm its a kind of relief luhhs that i managed to get B3. hms, well im done with my art. yesyes, both boards and project. so now im left with only three subjects to concentrate on since i've 'dropped' comb. humanities long time ago. hms, okehokeh. i wanna meet Boyfriend now in LalaLand. :D goodnight everyone!

2010-08-16T20:09:00.003+08:00

♥ I LOVE BOYFRIEND MANY-MANY. ♥

hokkays it's really amazing how a piece of paper can actually make someone, somehow sooo happy throughout the day. A big smile was crafted on my face upon receiving Baby's letter today. I am soo ecstatic that i feels like jumping around the house at this fcuking right moment. hehehhe, thank God, i can still control this emotions that almost got me insane fer a moment. I just can't stop re-reading his letter over and over again, and got myself smiling away which left me looking like an insane women that had just successfully made her escape from the IMH. okehh, just know that i'm duin fine with life right now.. Just that.. at times, i felt like giving up with O level examinations. o.O whoa, Boyfriend would be extremely mad if he were to hear this. okehh okehh, i'll persevere fer another two more months. Suhailahh, Jiaayoou! :D and to those who are taking their Os too this year, i wish eu all the best aye. Alrights, im guin to 'meet' Boyfriend in LalaLand now. takkaires and goodnight everyone! :D

2010-08-13T22:50:00.003+08:00

Why can't I speak when I have so much to tell?
Why can't I write when I have so much in mind?
Why can't I sing when there's music in my heart?
Why can't I dance when there's rythm in the air?

Too many words left unspoken
Too many things left undone
Why can't it be and why can't I?
For all I know this pain deep inside
Took the gladness from my heart.

Is this the pain of missing you?
Is this the reason behind it all?

Hear the agony of my heart
Longing for you and for your touch
Feeling your lips, feeling your face
Missing your kisses and warm embrace.
When will the waiting ever be over?
For as long as were apart I can never be whole

Ouhhs, My Babylove.
I just want you to know
That my heart is aching because
I AM MISSING YOU
so very badly now.
:C

p.s; two month down, 16 more to go. ):

2010-08-10T14:32:00.004+08:00

PPPSSSSST(!)

HI, TODAY ME AND SHIRAHBEYLO WILL BE 'TRAVELLING' AROUND THE EAST TO HUNT FOR FOODS THAT WE'VE BEEN CRAVING FOR FOR ALL THIS WHILE. WHY? BECAUSE STARTING FROM TOMORROW ONWARDS, ALL MUSLIMS PEOPLE WILL HAFTA START FASTING ALREADY. HAISH. ): BUTBUT HIP HIP HOORAY FOR TODAY! I WANNA BUY MYSELF AN ICE KACHANG, PANCAKES WITH LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS OF CHOCOLATE SPREAD ONTO THE PANCAKE ITSELF AND OBVIOUSLY MOREE. ^_^ OUHHS YESYES, FIRST DESTINATION WILL BE AT PAYAR LEBAR THERE. HEHEHE. :D OKAY BYEE PEOPLE! OUHS YES YES! SELAMAT MENJALANI IBADAH PUASE SEMUE. ^^

p.s; me love boyfriend many-many!

2010-08-09T19:48:00.006+08:00

wouldn' it be really great if only Babylove is still around..? im sure by now, we'll be at the parade celebrating our 6th Monthsary in conjunction of the NDP. wouldn't it be also sweet for us to be watching the fireworks together on our special day itself..? IF only he's still around, im sure this month would be the most memorable one for the both of us. )': my heart shattered into pieces everytime i have to celebrate the joyous moment of my life without his presence. im terribly hurt, really am. i cant imagine and i just refuse to imagine how things gonna be like on our 1st Anniversary. :( Baby, i really have no idea how am i supposed to be strong like how eu wanted me to. it's tough, and these days creep by with nothing but pain. i wonder, why can't things just go back to the way they used to be..? i'm just still confused over what had happened. one day were the happiest we could ever be, the next few months, as a couple just washed and wasted away. i just can't live like this much longer, i just want you in my arms again to help me get stronger. i cant help it but to cry every night over you. so many thoughts and emotions kept running through my head every single day, controlling me in every ways i've never felt before. i need eu, so very badly right now. and tonight, i'm sure i'll be having another sleepless night. but b, no matter whuat, i still love you and i believe that i will always do. (': once again, Happy 6th Monthsary love.

2010-08-09T00:00:00.002+08:00

Dear Babylove,

Happy 6th monthsary my dear! I love eu eternity and infinity. May eu have faith and strength in whatever eu're facing right now. Just remember that my love and heart belongs to only you. I'll wait fer the day when i can finally curled up by your side again. Baby, i miss eu many-many tawuuu, please come back soon love. loving eu every single day b, mwuuuuarks! (",)

With lots & lots of love,

your Girlfrend.

^& nort forgetting, Happy Birthday Singaporee(!)

2010-08-08T15:41:00.004+08:00

hello everyone! am i too late to say hello August and goodbye July? :D hehee. well I went to Town yesterday with my two dearest Babghurls, Shirahbeylo & Fatin. ouhhs yesyes. before we proceeded to town, Shirahbeylo accompanied me to changi prison ferst. ^_^ thankks bitch! well, there's nothing much for me to elaborate about what happened yesterday night except fer my feet. ouhhs hell yeah, i got lots and lots of blisters here and there. worst still, one of my toe nails almost got cracked into two. all thanks to the new pair of shoes. -__-' well that was the only reason why i didn't stayed a lil bit longer at Town yesterday. The pain is unbearable for goodness sake. so me & Shirahbeylo headed home straight by tut tut train. (",) whooa.

well im missing Babylove soo effing much already. and tomorrow's gonna be our 6th monthsary! wheee! woww! fasting month is also nearing huh. aww i can't wait to attack the Geylang Bazaar.. hehehee. DengdengDengdengDengdeng! im craving fer Dengdeng luhhs pleaseee. and ouhh, malay Olevel results will be out in two more days and i am soo freaking nervous when i come to think about it. ouhhs please. i don't ask fer any As but worst come to worst please grade me at least B3 can..? B4 would be a really devastating for me, hell yeah. Alrights, i've got a new number now, people. so this time round, im gonna distribute my new numbers to only my closed ones. yeah, if eu want it, ask fer it. if i think eu deserve to save my number in ur mobile fone, then i'll give it to eu. if that's nort the case, then my apology. alright i gotta go now. takkaires wherever eu are. buhbyee~

I LOVE BOYFRIEND MANY-MANY.

2010-07-30T14:59:00.006+08:00

Sometimes missing someone doesn't need any excuse.

Your heart simply hurts because that someone isn't by your side.

AND;

No matter how hard I've tried pretending as if everything's okay,

No matter how hard I've tried keeping myself busy, so as to not think of him,

No matter how hard I forced myself to smile and laugh on the outside,

I know that there's still one thing that I couldn't fake for sure.

When the night comes, when all lights are off, when all else is calm,

I know I can no longer hide the thumping sound of my heart,

crying out loud, wanting to be in your arms again. I closed my eyes in despair.

Then in a few minutes time, I was brought to somewhere else.

And surprisingly, I was a happy girl once again.

&Yes, it felt like the world belongs to only me, or perhaps 'ours'.

In his arms, there I was holding him which makes me whole again.

However, I wonder why happiness don't always last that long.

It hurts me deep inside upon opening my eyes for the second time.

I looked around me to see if he was still there,

& just then, I realised that he only lives in my dreams.

Guess, Im missing him too much. Baby, please come back soon. ):

HIATUS; O LEVEL IN TWO MONTHS TIME.

gotta prepare myself.

2010-07-25T00:03:00.004+08:00

Went To Expo & Lau Pa Sat;

with mummy and 1st sister.

Anyone, please do me a favor. Find my Boyfriend fer me now, because i couldnt even find him anywhere near me. If eu happen to see him, please tell him that im missing him so badly now. And tell him, that im dying inside too. Tell him to come back soon to treat this severe pain in my heart. Please, i don't need any doctors, any nurses, any medications, no nothing. Just tell him that he's all that i ever need right now. And i promise eu, everything will be alright once eu bring him to me. I promise eu that i will never hurt him in any way. I promise i'll listen to him. I'll do anything just to be with him. Please. I just want him right now. pleasee?

2010-07-23T15:51:00.007+08:00

I am missing eu so very badly now. I never thought that it's gonna be this hurtful to be so far away from eu. You used to be there fer me every single day, but now, i just have to accept the fact that im all alone. Pretending that you are here with me all along, is the very least i can do to alleviate this pain. Whats really bothering me now is eu. I've been thinking too much about eu lately. I dont know why, but i can no longer pretend that im strong to face everything. Three months of not hearing from eu really kills me deep inside. I've been wondering alot about eu. All i can say now is that, I HOPE, eu are really doing fine in there. Until now, i am still waiting. Still waiting fer your letter as well as your presence here.

Fasting month is nearing and like any other year before this, i would usually look forward to this month and the next one of course. But sadly to say, i aint looking forward to it anymore this year. Why? 'Boyfriend's not here.' This sentence explains everything, yes everything. :'( I have no other choices left but to get used to his absence during all of my moments of joyness and not forgetting, sadness as well. Baby, please come baack soon. Feels like im dying inside. I need you badly now.. :(

Life ouhhs life, Fate ouhhs fate, Luck ouhhs luck, can eu not be too cruel to me pleasee.? I've been a good girl thruout this year and that i really think i deserve to be happy by now, dont eu think so? Yes, after all it is said that 'Life is never fair', i know. I have to really stuck this into my head and stop wishing that my life would turns out to be like any other fairytales that ive heard before this. *sigh*

Alrights, I cant wait for Os to be over! That's when my mind would be at ease. Thats when i can make it up to all of my friends for the times that we've lost. And that's when i can also earn extra money to buy myself with lots and lots of foods, clothings, accessories and shoooes(!) wheeee~ Okay, i shall end my post here. Plus, Shirahbeylo, IMY hell lot. Okay buhbyee everyone. :D

2010-07-21T20:41:00.007+08:00

Okkay, letme introduce you to one of my craziest Gf, Iika. Hehhehe. Yes the photo above was taken during geography lesson today and ofcourse, without the knowledge of the owner herself. Now, I bet she'll be extremely shocked upon looking at the photo above. ;P Alrights, the only reason why i took her picture secretly in class iz because, I find her very very very cutee today [only today] for being so exuberant upon having the opportunity to explain to the whole class about geography using that old projector. She kept smiling and giggling to HERSELF when it was just, ONLY an old projector..? She's cutee, isn't she? HAHAHAH(!) :D I guess my classmates would agree with me on this. You people must really see the way she reacted when using that projector itself. HAHHAHAHA(!) I am NOT discriminating her or something but I just love the way her childish acts that craft a smile on my face. Babe, Love yoou many many.

Anyway, I managed to cope with studies right now despite the fact that it pressures me hell lot. I've applied for DPA [Direct Poly Admision] few weeks back and was shortlisted for interview at NYP tomorrow. Hehehhe, wish me luck aye people. Hope everything will be just fine. Alrights, taking care. I wanna turn in for tonight. Sweetest dream everyone(!)

Am missing my one and only Boyfrend & Ghurlfrend(s) too.

2010-07-19T20:29:00.002+08:00

All the best to every single one of you that's taking major exams [be it Os/Ns] this year. Goodluck fer your common test as well as Prelims(!) You all can do it, Jiayou(!) Well, I'll be extremely busy with school right now hence I won't be able to update that much. Takkaires semuenyer. :D

p.s: missing Babylove so effing much. )':

2010-07-15T20:23:00.002+08:00

I MISS HIM. I MISS US.

I MISS EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM.

when will the waiting ever be over? }:

2010-07-11T22:18:00.010+08:00

4th JULY 2010:
Movie Outing With Babygirls.

[Iikabby & Sribby]

10th JULY 2010:

Straight to Changi Prison to send letters to Babylove.

Train-ed to town with Hairi to buy a birthday gift for a friend.

After which, we headed straight to costa sands resort.

And, Happy birthday, friend. :D

Today:

Stayed in KKH the whole day because Mummy got admitted in hospital.

Mummy, have a speedy recovery and come back home soon. Imissyouverymuch.

Anw, special thankks to Hairi for accompany-ing me the whole day in hospital.

Thankks alot dude. :D

Im going to sleep right now. Goodnight everyone.

P.s: Baby, imysm. }:

2010-07-09T00:33:00.001+08:00

My dear Babylove,

Happy 5th monthsary my dear! Time flies real fast and in a blink of an eye, our relationship haf already grown one month older now. Although i have to suffer here all alone for not having you any near to me now, im very glad that you are still part in my life. Baby, we've gone through thick and thin together and i just don't want to waste all of our efforts and sacrifices that we had put in just to rescue this relationship. Thank God, we managed to make it through thou. Baby, no matter what happens, just hold on to me and never let go. Let's prove to the world that long distance will never be the reason why we should fall apart. It's been three months now and i bet that the both of us are still standing strong despite the fact that it really kills our soul to be missing one another so freaking bad. Baby, just know that we're one of the perfect couple, it's just that we're nort in the perfect situation and time right now. I'll wait for the day when the waiting will finally be over. I love you with all my heart and know that my love for you will always be the same. Until i can finally be in your arms again, I send to you across the miles, my tender love, my warm embrace and my most passionate kiss. I love you soo very much b. Once again, happy 5 monthsary baby(!)

Loving you every single day,

Suhailaa Salleh.

2010-07-07T20:59:00.003+08:00

WILL UPDATE SOON.

2010-07-05T15:46:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was awesome although I got blisters on my feet due to much walking here and there around the town area. As planned, we headed to The Cathay to catch the movie, Twilight: Eclipse. Err, after which, we window-shopped and bought ourselves many accessories. Uhuhh! I got a great idea. Why not I copy paste from IikaBby's blog on how we ghurls spend our time yesterday..? At the very least I can save my energy from thinking and typing because still, it tells the same old story... Am I not right? Okkay wait.

Anyways, HAI!!!!!I had a date with the
Bbygirls earlier today and since the youngest(and the shortest HAHAHA) among us
got her very first pay already, she decided to give us a treat to the movies.
But unfortunately, we were given a few conditions like having to call her Ms
Hotstuff or having to follow her decisions on what movie to watch so we just
went with the flow like any good girls would. I knew Eclipse was coming from her
because 1) it's her baby acting in it and 2) she chose New Moon the other time
we wanted to watch movies too.It was a surprise that she was the one who lead
the way most of time because like i said, me(and Lala :D) suck in directions. So
Eclipse wasn't that bad afterall. Sri said R.P made her melt, but i said I made
T.L melt, hehehe! Go watch it people!, atleast it is so much better than New
Moon eventhough i still have no idea why people said New Moon wasn't that good.
:/First few of the pictures were our morning faces. so i bet you could already
guessed it, we met as early as 12pm(at somerset because the girl stays at the
west side now)! which also means that me and lala had to meet an hour earlier,
and wake up as early as 9.45am. :( But it's okay, i think it's pretty worth it
because me miss the girl beli much.

Okkay, so i'll upload the rest of the photos once i've gotten all the photos from that GemokIika.

I’m currently at home all by myself right now since I didn't want to follow my dad and sis to Payar Lebar. Well, I’m missing my Babyboo very very much now. ): I dreamt of him last night and worst still, I ain’t taking it as a dream... well it’s kind of more to a nightmare..? It's too scary that I just don't feels like typing out here. Hmms, so school will resume tomorrow, which means that piles of homework awaiting all of us. Booo. ): And banding starts tomorrow as well which forces every single one of us to stay in school until 6PM. Damn it.

Alrights, just stay tuned. Will upload those photos very soon.

2010-07-03T15:55:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone. Well yesterday, i went out with Ahtee Pendek and since it was raining cats and dogs, we eventually waited fer the sky to shine here. So the sky stopped raining at around 7pm..? Yeahh, it was pretty latee huh. We then proceeded to Tamp Mall to catch Ip Man: The Legend Is Born. Had a great time with that long lost bestie of minee (!) :D Ahahhs. So we did some catching up with each other's life. & Ahtee, please be strong alrights to face all the setbacks in life.

So today, supposedly i shud go out with Noornatasha Idayu but since her lil cutie pie is down with fever, i canceled our plan today. Hmms, and i really hope that Riyyan Rezky will get well pretty soon. Anyways, im feeling rather knackered today and i need plenty of rest for tomorrow's outing with Iikabby & SriBby. :D So yeahh, we ghurls planned to head to town tmrrw fer a movie and nort forgetting, shopping as well. Hehee.

Hmms last but nort least, to my beloved Babyboy, im sorry fer nort sending eu letters as often like before. I really hope that ur imagination won't go wild or i'll be knocking some sense to ur head real hard. Ahahhs(!) Anyway Babyboo, im sure eu know that im a busy woman right now, preparing myself fer major exams, and as promised, i'll write to eu more often after my O's alrights. And b(!) i miss eu more than ever now.

2010-07-01T17:29:00.002+08:00

I miss eu soo much that it hurts.

Dearest Babyboy,

Bby, I know it is difficult for you, as it is for me, to be separated for so long. Life seems to be full of trials of this type which test our inner strength, and more importantly, our devotion and love for one another. After all, it is said that "True Love" is boundless and immeasurable and overcomes all forms of adversity. In truth, if it is genuine, it will grow stronger with each assault upon its existence.

Bby, the longer I am away from you, the greater is my yearning to be with you again. I cherish any thought of you, prize any memory of you that rises from the depths of my mind, and live for the day when our physical separation will no longer be.

So many times I thought life is so unfair. I know there are reasons why we can't be together. Reasons that God only knows, but this will not be the reason for me to forget you. You really know how much I love you and care for you b but there is nothing I can do more. Even though we're apart, this will not be the end of our commitment. You are the best thing that ever happened in my whole, entire, damn life.

I await the day we reunite as I miss your tender touch, kiss, and most of all - your hands as you caress my body. I want the whole world to know that I love you b and nothing will ever change that. There is no other man for me and there is no other woman for you (hehehe); we were created for each other, to ease each other's pain and sorrow and replace our sadness with love and happiness

I hope you'll never let go of me because I love you, and I know you love me too as much as I love you. Just the thought of you brightens my day completely, and sometimes I do bring you there on purpose to make myself happy when I am down. Picturing your smile makes me smile, and I cannot wait to actually see that adoring man I know with the unforgettable smile I know so soon. I treasure you locked in the big steel safe of my heart. I love you, sweetheart, and that is the only thing that is never going to change in my life. Im always, and truly yours forever.

Until that moment arrives, I send to you across the miles, my tender love, my warm embrace, and my most passionate kiss.

loving you everyday,

suhailaa

*17 more months until eu're finally free.

2010-06-28T18:32:00.004+08:00

Hokkays, this is the reason why i hate people to hold on to photos fer too long. Now, there's alot of photos fer me to upload and i tend to give up easily after half way thru uploading dem. Why? Because blogger is nort that modern unlike photobucket or facebook and etc, that can upload up to 500 photos at one go. So i guess im nort that patient luhhs kaan. Okay that's nort my problem, go and blame the people that's been holding on to those photos and refused to upload dem as soon as possible or worst still, those who doesn't want to upload it all on purpose. Testing my patience much? Hms, fcuk eu. Well I just don't understand the way some people are thinking, really.

Anw, skewl hols are over and i hafta really accept the fact that it is ALREADY OVER. Okay, so it also means that i hafta work double hard starting from today onwards. *headbang* Andand, that also means that i wont be able to update this blog of mine that often fer i'll be pretty occupied with my O's preparation. Alrights, so just stay tune aye. If i can steal some of my time to on my lappy, den i'll just publish a short post to update all of eu. AHAHAH! Hokkays, i guess i got to goo now. Hafta attend to my lil nephew straight away.

Andand nort forgetting, am really missing my Harry Potter. I lovee Babyboo soo effing much! *huggs* B, do takkaires wherever eu are okayy bby? If God's willing, we'll meet up real soon. Wait fer my next letter aye b, *kisses*

2010-06-25T23:58:00.001+08:00

Im still waiting for some photos to be uploaded thou. Hms, anyway, i've been having sore eyes eversince yesterday. And booo, that means im nort allowed to wear contact lense as to not aggravate the soreness on my right eye. Well so basically today i went out with my family. We went to Lau Pa Sat fer our dinner. Nothing much happened today and i didnt took alot of photos either because i somehow looks weird without lenses. *winks* and whats more, i look more like an alien now with one eyeball white in colour and the other one in red. }: Anyway, im soo in the mood to go fer shopping now as mummy just transfered me 200 bucks to my account. So yeahh, i guess i just have to wait fer the perfect time to hunt malls to shop(!) Hms, anyway. I dreamt of Babylove again last night. I think i've been missing him too much that i just cudn't get him out of my mind even in my sleep. That's really bad huh.

Baby, i know that we both shared the same fear now and i just wanna let eu know that if ever something bad might happened to us along the way, please know that eu're the best thing that ever happened to my life. Really, i swear. Being with eu had taught me alot of things and as a teenager, im more than happy to be exploring life with someone special by my side. &nort forgetting, the times when you guided me thru everytime i got myself stucked in a place that is somehow unhealthy fer a teenager like myself, to be living in. Baby i appreciate every single things that eu did just fer me. Dear, since the day we both declared to the world that we're officially attached, that was exactly when i also took the risk to be in a situation that i'm in right now. Hence, no matter how hard the situation might gets, letting eu go WILL NEVER be an option. Your love and our memories together is enough to get me through everyday fer a brand new day. I believes that true love will end happily ever after. So who knows, we might be having a happy ending to our love story after all these suffering and pain..? Baby, i wouldn't want to let eu go fer eu're the most perfect guy that i've ever met so far. Eu own almost everything that every girl had been looking for in their life parner. So tell me, how can i ever let eu go when im one of the lucky girl to have a boyfriend like eu? B, i love eu with all my heart and im sure eu should know that by now. As i always said to eu before, if being with eu means i hafta wait fer years until we can finally spend time together like the olden days, than i'm willing to wait. Baby, you are just so worth waiting for and i love you more as days passes me by. *hugs&kisses*

2010-06-24T23:55:00.000+08:00

I'll update as soon as i got all the photos with me.

Well, today is the 24th, the day that i've been waiting patiently fer it to come. Finally it's here and in a few minutes later, it'll be already another day. Now, i've nothing much to say just that i wished i got the powers to rewind back time so im able to stare at Baby's face again. Gosh, i miss him already, and the feelings got even worst. ]: OMG(!) Caan i like rewind timee? I missed him even more than any other days now. Darn! Anyways, im really thankful fer the opportunity that was given to me, at the very least i got the chance to see him eventhou it was only fer 20 minutes. I don't mind cause it's worth every seconds seeing his face, his smile and listening to his voice and everything.. Hms, Baby's cuteer now with the fact that he's botak now. Huakhuak. Anyways, im soo lucky to have decided in wanting to tag along his sis and bro fer toaday's visit or Baby will keep on sending letters to me at the WRONG address. No wonder, i've not been receiving his letter for this month. Tsk. Boohoohoo. [jitak kpale bby yang botak tuu baru tawuu] (!) Hms, andand i've been sending him letter for EVERY WEEK and he still got the guts to complain to me that it's nort enough..? Grrr, binget jekks seyys. Ahahhs, thou i knew he was only kidding. :D Yeahh alrights, i WILL TRY my very best to send letters to eu more often than i usually do kayys bby? Butbut no promises yeah? Cause im sure i'll be extremely busy with skewl once skewl reopen next week. Haiz, strezz. Alrights, i wanna turn in now, gonna dream of Babylove. Night everyone!

BABY, AISHITERU! :D

2010-06-22T23:14:00.001+08:00

Im sorry for nort updating. There's nothing interesting stories to share with eu people. Hms, im feeling abit cranky today for an obvious reason and i am soo not liking it. Had been throwing tantrums to almost everyone who got near me excluding that bitch of mine, Shirahbeylo, which i don't even know the reason why. She would be a perfect target/victim for me to be trowing some tantrums at but i believes that there's always a next time. *evil laugh* :D

Alrights, so this week is the last week for students like myself to be 'enjoying' their holiday, [which i dont see myself enjoying every moment of it ]. So which means that skewl will resume as per normal very very soon and i guess im in a deep of trouble for i have not even set my hands on those piles of hw that was given by teachers 3 weeks back. Okay, im dead. SUHAILAA, STOP PROCASTINATE. That sounds soo, Boohoohoo. ]:

So yeahh. Two more days to go to seeing Babylove &I am soo looking forward to it. If only i had the powers to fastforward the time or perhaps days.. Haiz. But but whatever it is, Im so happy that thursday is nearing. Wooohooohoo. Can't wait to see baby's face. Sayaaang kaw manymany! *huggs*

Well, with reference to that photo above, i can say that it's obvious that i've gain weight. Okaay, im finally accepting the fact that im ABIT fatter now. My arms are now bigger than before, im accepting it okay people? Baby would be surprised to know that i've gained 5Kg in just two months? Boohoohoo. But i don't have to worry much. He told me that he will love me no matter how fat or skinny i become. Yeee b, sayaang kaw jugak! Kitee grow fat samer2 kayy Bby?

Hms, i actually intended to trim my hair very very thin before this cuming thursday comes but since im having 'redlight' now, im unable to do so. Grr, Damn it. Hms, so i guess im ending this post right now. Im having headaches luhhs people. Tsk, get well soon kayy suhailaa. :D Byee everyone! Goodnight.

WAJDI BIN OTHMAN

2010-06-19T19:39:00.003+08:00

Waiting for Baby's letter is like waiting for a cat to grow horns on their head.

But but im very very sure that's his letter will come very very soooon.

So i guess i just have to wait. I miss him sooo very much already.

But it's okay, five more days to go and I can alr see his face.

Even if it's only fer a day or just fer a few minutes.

Will treasure every seconds seeing his face.

And that, im very sure of.

Bby, ilysm. ♥

2010-06-19T15:13:00.011+08:00

CHANGED OF PLAN;

Changi Prison
Changi Village
Pulau Ubin
Chek Jawa

I had fun yesterday althou the plan didn't go on really smoothly at first. Managed to solve the problems which somehow made us stucked at Pulau Ubin for half an hour or so..? Hms, after much considering, we then decided to take a van to head all of us to Chek Jawa. Upon reaching to our destination, we chilled, chitchat &camwhore there.

That's just a summary of what happened cause i couldn't be bothered to type every details that happened yesterday. Huhuu, my apology. And in case if you readers had been wondering why among all places, we changed our plan to Pulau Ubin is because Faii & Fadd persuaded us to tag them along when we bumped into them at Changi Village. HAHAHHA!

Special thankks to Shirahbeylo, Faii & Fadd for making my day yesterday. Ahahhs! Hms, i got to go right now for i have to attend to my lil nephew straight away. Hokkays luhhs, takkaires & goodbyee readers. *waves hand*

; Missing my babyboo effing much. ):

2010-06-17T12:55:00.000+08:00

Eventhou he is far away, he is all that I can see,

I carry him with me thru all my days and I miss him more than I can say.

TOMORROW's DESTINATION:

Changi Prison
Changi Village
Changi Beach

2010-06-16T22:38:00.004+08:00

Holla. Alrights, i wanna make things clear about my recent post. Ouhhs cumm'on. You people please don't start assuming things that you know nothing at all. Stop acting as if you know everything that's happening in my life right now. YOU, are no where close to a fortune teller or worst still, a some kind of a life predictor? Well my boyfrend and i are still madly in love with one another despite the long distance that's caught up in between us. Envy much?

Yes, i did said in my previous post ; "please come back soon". But that doesn't mean that we both broke up right? What i actually meant was that i hope that babylove will be by my side real soon to spend time with me like the olden days before this. Get your facts right. I think you really need to learn some social studies skills on how to interpret a source and ask yourself if that source itself is reliable to prove your own stand. Boohoohoo. *insert middle finger here* Im not saying that whatever i post here is not true, but don't you think that you still won't be knowing the exact details that's happening in my life right now just by reading my blog?

And to whom it may concern, don't ever think of taking advantages over my boyfrend's absence. I won't be entertaining you although you're my frend. 'Desperado' is the only word that i have now to define you. Hurting much? ouhhs im sorry NOT then. Please go and grab a better life to lived in. My life is ALREADY complete with the existence of the people that i loved most. So please, i would appreciate if you would just leave me alone. 'Thankks'

Hokkays, mummy told me that she has to werk during this weekends which means that there wont be another family outing this week. Well, i guess i shall just wait for the following week.. Hms.. But if plan goes on smoothly, than probably i'll be guin out with babyfee, munirah and nuyun this saturday. Well, it's not yet confirmed but we ghurls will still be going out together one of these days. Hms alrights den. Currently waiting for that Shirahbeylo to call me. Heheh.

Okay luhhs, adios~

; Babyboo, aishiteru.

2010-06-16T00:02:00.002+08:00

I am currently emotionally, physically and mentally down right now. I have no other places to let it all out so i've decided not to bottle up my feelings any longer so, to those who might somehow hate/dislike the fact that im in relationship with boyfee now, eu can simply skip this post aye. Don't waste your time reading this, cauze for all i know, whatever i post here iz not meant to please you. Therefore, you like it or not, i'm still gonna post the way i wanted to.

Time check ; 1:34AM. My eyes are still wide open despite the fact that im skewling tomorrow morning. I just couldnt get this bloody eyes to shut close no matter how hard i've tried. Since i got nothing better to do, my brain automatically get my mind busy by thinking of babylove. Tears started to flow continuously. Im sorry, i couldn't find any better words to describe how much im missing him right now.

All the memories that we both had, keeps on replaying in the landscape of my imaginary eyes. Everything felt so real and it hurts me to have waken up into reality. At that point of time, i wanted so bad, to stay, not wanting to go back into reality. Life is never fair, i know. All the people around me can only advice me to be patient. After all, it's always easier said than to be done. Am i not right?

*sigh* If only i could turn back time, i would cherish every moments that i had with him back then. Im starting to regret for the times that i didn't really treat him right, for being the root caused to our arguments, for everything that i did wrong towards him. Now, that he's nowhere near me, im unable to make it up to him for the time that we've lost because of me, my attitude. To those who are reading this, go and treasure your loved ones before distance get in between the both of you. Always treat him/her right before you failed to make it up to them the following day or so. Don't ever take advantage over their presence for you may not know when their absence will exist.

I am missing him real bad now. I miss him lying on my lap. I miss everything about him. I miss him effing much. When will the waiting ever be over? I couldn't wait to be in his arms once again. I wanto curled up by his side right now. I want him to always be next to me now and forever. I hate it. I hate it when i couldnt bring myself to tell him what im feeling right now. The real feelings of mine that made me suffers mentally all night long.

Why? Simply because i don't want him to get all worried in there thinking about me. Hafing to feel guilty for every tears that i've shed and for every hurt that was caused. I don't want him to feel sorry about everything that's happening right now. It wasn't his fault anyway. Never will i put the blame on him. Im still here waiting for your return b. Please, come back soon. :(

I got alot of things to say actually but I guess i shall put myself to bed now before i starts to say nonsense. Ouhhs wait, before i put my body and mind to rest, i wanna grab something to eat first. Yes, that's it for today. Goodnight and sleep tight.

;Baby, I Love You Soo Much!

2010-06-15T16:16:00.008+08:00

Hello people! Hehehe. Hokkays i've made a final decision not to trouble myself by having to upload 250+ photos that was taken recently just to keep you people updated about my life. im sorry luhhs okay? Hehehe. :D Reasons to it is because im just being a lazy pig and I dont have enough time to be doing that. [tak kuase aku] :D How am I doing with life lately? Ask Me! Ask Me! Quick! :D

Well, im extremely happy with my life right now simply because of those people that are involved in my life of course. I hereby declare that i am very very very thankful to have a wonderful family members, close friends and most importantly, my loving boyfriend to be part in my life right now. They were the only reasons to why im looking forward to another day, wanting to spend my lovely day(s) with them.

Okayy, that's enough. How about school? Well, i guess i am struggling real hard to cope with studies right now. Why? Because my mid-year results sucks big timee and i really have to pull up my socks now if i dont wanna be the one crying upon getting my results next year. Boohoohoo.

Ouhhs and i missed one important detail that you all must know about me. I gain 5 Kg tawuuk! ): Ouhhs my! And i've been receiving feedbacks from my auntys and uncles too, saying that im getting fatter? Is it true? Boohoohoo! Nooo! I think i must really maintain my weight as it is now and must not gain any fats OR that princess (Iika) will be extremely happy and satisfied for she will be more sexier den me. Muahahahah! *rolleyes*

Im guin to skip to my Love Life now. Okay, we are still standing strong luhhs please. To those who knew where he is now, just keep it to yourself please. On the other hand, to those who knows nothing at all, erm.. you don't have to know anything kay. :D Well, i am missing my babyboo more than ever now.

And although we are separated in terms of distance now, i can still feel his love surrounding me. How great can LOVE ever be. :D I believes that absence makes the heart grows fonder. Heheee. Will and always love him. I send him my hugs and kisses across the miles. (",) And there's a happy news for... ME! :D i'll be seeing him on the June 24th. After two months of not seeing each other, finally i can AT LEAST see his face.

I shall not elaborate more because i dont want myself to miss him even more now. For all you people know, it hurts real bad to be missing someone that you loved most. Okaay neeext.

Last but not least, the bonding in MY family is getting stronger than ever now and i, suke sangat sangat. We've been spending our weekends together at the beach doing kite-ing, cycling, picnic-ing and all. :D :D Sounds fun kaaan! Yes, and i am really looking forward to every weekend(s) that is coming on my way! Absolutely waiting patiently for this weekend to come. Wheee.

Hokkays, i got to go now. Mummy will be home shortly and i need to get this living room all clean and shiny. *winks* Buhbyee everyone! *waves hand*

2010-06-15T01:03:00.003+08:00

Okay Hi Everyone! :D Hehehe. I know it's kind of weird fer me to start blogging now when majority of my frends planned to stop updating their blog temporarily because major exams is cuming up..? Boohoohoo. Well, i got my own reasons why im duin this, luhhs pleaseee. :D Alrights, letme finish editing this blogskin first, then i shall start thinking from where i should start to update all of you about my life. bow wow woow. It's been quite a long time since i last login into my blogger's account, so pardon me if im ABIIIT slow to keep this blog updated. I need time to get myself used to using this blogger's application first okay. *roll eyes* Tsk.

Okaay, do excuse me fer now. i wanna check if there's anything new about this blogger. Hehehe. Will be baaacck shortly with lotsa photos and interesting posts. *winks* HAHAHHA! Okay, byee.

2010-04-18T01:33:00.003+08:00

BLOGGER HAF BEEN A BITCH. I CUDNT UPLOAD ANY PHOTOS. DON'T BLAME US FER NORT UPDATING. SORRY FER DHA INCONVENIENCE CAUSED. DECIDED TO PRIVATISE THIS BLOG REAL SOON. WILL UPDATE WHEN BLOGGER IS WORKING WELL ONCE AGAIN. PLEASE LEAVE EMAIL FER INVITATION AT THE 'COMMENT HERE' TAB AT DHA END OF EVERY POST, THANKS.

;we're still standing strong.

dun assume when eu don't know anything.

thankks aye.

2010-04-08T00:38:00.002+08:00

.We'll Make It Through Till The End.

("V")

2010-03-27T22:14:00.005+08:00

i'll try to find timee to update on dha zoo outing as i dun think i haf enuf time to upload all pictures now. im afraid dhat i'll get disconnected from dha internet after half way thru uploading dem. hokkays i shall juz update still since i got diz opportunity to do so. well bby &i are still standing strong. well Bby will be extremely busy througout this coming month which is in April. so dhat will be dha reason why he cudnt get his hands on his keyboard to update our blog &all. alryyts, so dha photos above was taken yesterday. went out wif Baby fer lunch at Bugis &wen it's time fer us to leave, he sent me to skewl fer i have to attend a some kind of play which was held in Victoria Theatre. ouhhs yes, my skewl made it compulsary fer us to attend it thou. Overall i rated dhat play 2 out of five. hahaha! i dun really understand what was dha story all about. bad, bad. i only enjoyed dha tarian, of course! :D hmms, am missing baby so much now. ): i guess he had no idea how much i miss him. hmms. i hope dhat he's strong enuf to go thru everything dhat he's facing at diz right moment. what hurts me most iz dhat i cudnt be by his side wen he needs me dha most. ): wont elabrate more, takkaires everyone.

B, I Love You So Much. ("V")

yea, juz to inform eu people dhat we're on

.HIATUS.

im busy wif skewl's life while Bby iz busy wif you-dun-need-to-know matters. :D

wif much love,

lala baybe.

2010-03-02T15:49:00.006+08:00

those were dha overdue pictures. real soree to haf leave diz blog nort updated. bby haf been busy wif werk &recently, i had difficulties connecting to dha internet. so yeahh, since miracle is happening right now dhat i can SUDDENLY connect to dha internet, i'll take diz opportunity to atleast update diz dead blog of ours. (; well we're duin great & still standing strong. hmms, bby brought me to dha zoo fer our advanced one monthsary celebration. lotsa pictures taken &yeahh. i will try to upload dem A.S.A.P aye[: stay tuneee people(: takkaires love-lies.

p.s: BABYLOVE, I LOVE YOU!

2010-02-26T23:27:00.004+08:00

hey baby... drop by juz to post tiz pic & song 4 eu... =)

Lots0fLove 4rm wAk..

2010-02-24T23:22:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AYAH!

semoga panjang umor &sihat2 selalu! iloveyousomuch.

sec3?

i was browsing thru my album in diz laptop wen i came across dhis photo. hmms, never tot dhat i would miss eu ghurls diz much, &ouhhs excluding dhaat iika pleaseee. hahhaah! hms despite all dha fights &arguments we had among one another back den, im glad dhat we managed to solve our problems fer dha sake of our friendship. i understand dhat each one of us iz now pretayye much busy wif our own life, struggling to determine our future fer a brighter one ahead. so i would like to wish eu ghurls fer the best in everything eu do. just believe in urself because deep down in my heart, i know eu ghurls can do it! (",)

plusplus, nort forgetting.. to my BOYFRENDD!

much misses,
lala baybe.

2010-02-22T22:21:00.003+08:00

Babylove,
I'm grateful dhat I've found you in my life. this time, I felt something was different. you opened my eyes as I see the pavement, through a road that leads to a never ending affection. though my words can lead to deception, my feelings are as real as they can ever be. I dont know if you're meant to be with me, but what I do know is that every time I talk to you, I find peace in myself and its different with you. When I hear your voice, I know in my heart, that I made the right choice. I dont usually try this hard and Im scared right now to lose you any sooner. theres only so much I can do to show you how much you mean to me, how I would give up everything just to have that one moment spent with you. I wish I could keep you in my dreams every night. you're the only one I see, though you're out of my sight. I may get a million hugs from people I dont even know, but all of that means nothing when its not with you. I may only see you twice in two years, but you are definitely worth the wait. Bby I know I can be as cold as Ice, but when I say I LOVE YOU, you dont have to think it twice. Forgive my shortcomings, my temper, my attitude. Im sorray if I talk less than I should. Its true that Im not easy to deal with at times but that's just the way I am. I may not be a perfect partner but I do promise to love you eternity &dhat I'll always stay.

with all my heart,
lala baybe

2010-02-22T17:36:00.004+08:00

yea yea~ it's me again. hahs! lukks like bby is leading a busier life den i do. *winks. hahs! by cross referencing from dha previous post, he had no time to even update diz blog at all, leaving me to do it all alone. hahhahaha! hokkays, cut dha crap out. well people, i've just enabled a place fer eu readers to leave your comment fer us. you can simply click dha 'COMMENTS HERE' button at dha end of every post &a pop-up window will shortly appear on your screen. yada yada. once you're done, click 'PUBLISH YOUR COMMENT' button ONCE. your comments wont appears on dhat current page straight away as i need to approve it ferst before anyone could reads dem. so spammers, dun waste your precious time by hafing dha intention to spam diz blog. diz iz our blog &we'll keep it clean like how it supposed to be(: well, skewl haf been mundane much? pfft. received our CA results back &was quite dissapointed wif myself. mayb i shud learn nort to put exceptionally high hopes on myself. hafta really start revising &all. so much distraction but am still loving it. (: baby's quote; "study smart nort study hard" alrightts, i wanna take a rest right now so takkaires semuee! &boyfrieend, IMISSYOU! ):

much love,

lala baybe

2010-02-21T17:31:00.005+08:00

so much of waiting, so much of heartpain but i had fun after all. hmms, initial plan was canceled. maybe i shall nort elaborate more about what happened yesterday. a summary will do. tsk.

headed to compass point fer lunch
went ESSO to meet bby's frends.
all of us proceeded to grandlink
karoake
home sweet home

i repeat, after all i had fun. didnt took any photos wif bby. ]: ouhhs yeaa! i've finally found a suitable blogskin. dunno if bby like it or nort. hmms, shall ask him once he reached home from werk. takkaires everyone! one moree thingg, dun forget to relink me(: boyfrend, iloveyousomuch! xoxo.

lala baybe.

2010-02-19T23:32:00.003+08:00

lukk at bby's face. hahs! dhat picture was taken looong time ago, wen he was 16yrs of age? yeaah, dhat was wen he's still young &cutee. d: hahah! ishk, no luhhs. he still lukks young &cute thou despite dha fact dhat he's 21 diz year. hehs. im so happy dhat weekends iz finally here. guess im too busy wif skewl's life dhat i find myself gets over excited wenever weekend's cumming. hahhah! maybe because it's dha only days dhat im able to spend time wif bby &of course my mind(: pffft. i can no longer cope wif studies &am in need of help from those who iz expert in probably maths &science? really need to find a tutor veryy soon. hmms, i realised dhat it has always been me to update diz dead blog wen supposedly bby shud be dha one to be duin so. ishhk! he insisted so much on hafing a blog specially fer us wen he's lazy to update. orang kate, smangat lime minit. hahahahah! joking jekks bby (",) hell yeaah! tomorrow i'll be guin out wif baby &my cute lil nephew. we'll be a guardian of aryyf danial fer a day as my sister hafta werk in dha afternoon shift. sounds fun, i juz cudnt wait! :D wheee! gotta end here. nyyts everyone! boyfrend, i love you soo much! xoxo! (:

much lovee,

lala baybe

2010-02-18T00:45:00.004+08:00

see dhat guy above? yes, obviously he's my boyfrend, dha sweetest one among all of my ex(s). today, he surprised me wif his unexpected presence. huakhuak. it was really sweet of him, seriuzly. never thought dhat he wud do such things thou. hahs! he surprised me by coming over to my area without informing me in advance &dha moment he reached here, he kawled me using dha public fone dhat was placed right under my void deck. imagine my shockness wen he told me dhat he was right under my block &dhat he wanted me to quickly meet him downstairs. hahs! i sumhow managed to overcome my shockness &without any further a do, i quickly got changed &rushed out of dha house, brisked walk to where he was standing &saaap! gave hiim a waaarm biig huug! (",) heheh! carn believe he's willing to travel here juz to pass me my compact powder &2 photos dhat he got it printed before heading to my place. how sweeet. *melts. hahaah! alrightts, lukks at dha time now, its already 1.07am, my goodness! kayy luhhs, gotta end here! love my romeo many2!(: byee everyone, guddnyyts!

much love,
lala baybe

hey there.. =P

2010-02-16T03:38:00.002+08:00

Bein' deeply loved by someone gives me e strength, while lovin' u deeply gives me e courage to keep me goin in lyfe n not to give up...hold my hands n dun let it go bb...

lots of luv 4 ya! <3>

2010-02-15T21:48:00.001+08:00

im fcuking boreeeeed right now. bby's still outside wif pramac bby. (; i dun really know where is he now neither do i know what exactly is he duin right now. he didnt reply to my text messages. naark cryyy. ): pfft. shud haf said yes wen bby asked fer a meet up juz now. MENYESAL MENYESAL MENYESAL. serve me rightt. booohooo! d': daa, byeee. plusplus, im still werking on wif dha blogskin. i neeed someee help. ):

much misses,

lala baybe.

2010-02-15T19:56:00.000+08:00

chaaak! hokkays, it's me again. wanted baby to update on yesterday but since he's somewhere outside wif his circles of friends, so i guess i shall take dha initiative to update all by myseeelf! grrr. well yesterday was marked dha day of Valentine's Day, where i guess all couples would actually spend their day together in a more romantic way den usual? hahs! well, diz year i gotta spend valentine's day wif baby &all i can say iz dhat i hadd a really great time wif him eventhou there's an abrupt changed of plan luhhs kaan. hmms, dha initial plan was dhat, we're supposed to catch a movie &had dinner together at i-dont-know-where. however, baby &i decided to cancel our plan as we find dhat there wasnt any interesting movies fer us to watch. last minute plan was dha only reason to why we met one hour later den what we had planned dha night before. tsk. we headed to tampines McDonalds fer our lunch & proceeded to yishun dam straight fer a sunset viewing. unepectedly, we arrived abit earlier &so we had to bear wif dha sun's heat. ): after all i had fun yeaa. hms, had lotsa photos taken, haf fun (:

a valentine's gift from me to him.

pheeew! kayy done. waahhh bby keluar tark ingat i langsong! *roll eyes. goodnight love-lies (",)
muchh lovee, lala baybe.

2010-02-15T14:17:00.000+08:00

heylows! lalaa heree! ('',) hahs! i've made a new account for blog &so eu know, diz blog iz a shared account between me &baby. well both of us will be updating diz blog but i guess fer now, bby will update more frequently den i do as i'll be busy wif my Os. tskk. alrightts, people, eu can simply leave a comment at dha end of every post. hehs. hokkays i shall start updating on dha 13.02.10. well on dhat date was on dha eve of chinese new year, correct? hms im suree everyone is aware dhat most of dha shops are closed &i juz felt like dha whole world was mine, 'ours' indeed. (: hmms we headed to lau pa sat fer our lunch &thankk goodness that there's still some vendors dhat was opened. so, without wasting much of our precious time, bby ordered some foods &drinks. after we had filled our empty stomach wif those delicious food, we headed to marina square/esplanade. yada yadaa~ &yeahh, i forgot what happened next. KAYY, wif dha help of those photos taken on dhat day itself, i'll let dem do dha continuation fer me aye, enjoy(=

to babylove;
thankkyew so mucch fer all dha love dhat eu've showered me
&plus dha good times we had together. bby, i appreciate every single things
dhat eu've done fer me, dha sacrifices and all. wen i thought dhat i was still
stuck wif my past love, eu proved me wrong. being wif eu had helped me vanished
all my past love's memories. eu've built me up to become a stronger person den i
was back den. eu managed to make me believe in love again. &fer that, i
thankked eu a million times! will &forever love eu,
lala baybe