♥ Thursday, September 16, 2010 ♥
Just know that I am so happy that Prelims is about to end in 3 days time.Well, I just don't feel like blogging anymore because there's nort much interesting stories to share. Why..? Because WITHOUT BOYFRIEND, my life is no longer interesting like how it used to be when he's around. Easier said, things had just changed the moment he left and I am so hating my new life now.. I can see happiness in him and that's the only reason why i would always wear a smile whenever he's with me. I used to take his presence for granted, and it's like im paying for the price now.. But ouhhs well, i promised myself that I' will treasure him when he comes back to me later. I PROMISED. You people can mark my words. I'll do it and I believe I can do it! Nonetheless, that's if only Boyfriend plays his part too in working out this relationship that we both had. Im just afraid that either one of us will change when he returns at the end of the day.. I have no idea in terms of whuuat but I just hope that even if there's any changes that might takes place between us, our Love that we've built together will always remain the same. Well, I am terribly missing him and I know that he misses me too but we had no other choices left but to await for the day when our physical separation will no longer be.. I will always be waiting for him and I've already chosen to stay and I'm nort going to move on unless Boyfriend is here with me.. That's my final decision. Five months had already past and I'm nort gonna waste my effort of waiting for him; all those sleepless nights, all those tears that I've cried, the loneliness that I felt, the pain of missing him and the strength that I've built all by myself to carry on with life without him. Ya'know, it was NEVER easy to be waiting for a person for that long period of time. yes, it was NEVER EASY. After all, I've made this decision to fall in love with him in the ferst place, despite knowing that I will be in this kind of situation one fine day.. I gonna do it once and for all. My happiness is in his hands. So for me to have my happiness back is similar to waiting for his return. I trust that he will never dissapoint me and he will make a good life partner in the future. I'll pray to God, may our Love will last till marriage. Cheeey! ^.^ Okay, im done with this long post. Boyfriend, this isn't a some kind of a sweet talk but honestly, all this words comes from the bottom of my heart. Just know that i love you with all my heart. Thanks for being part in my life now. I love you Boyfriend and will always do! :'D
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